hari ni aku dikecewakan

HELLO READERS ! :D
bunyi macam eleh, drama je lebih,
tapi, tu la hakikatnya yang berlaku,
perempuan ni emosi je lebih, sampai satu tahap dia takkan boleh pikir mana satu baik buruk,

ya, dan itulah yang terjadi dekat aku.

that guy wasn't answering my calls, dozens of calls acually, my sms,
my whatsapp,

but why?

and h explained that, inee my own time,

but till one day,

the day when you were not working?

then i asked him why,

he said, adalah, takkan semua benda nak bagitahu,]hurm, yet,


look, he still likes to be secretive to me,

then i reflects myself again.,
why should i tell him everything when he doesn't feel that?
it's because that you, fel happy when you're doing that, but actually you're not,


i remember the day when there was one night, i am sitting on my study table,

suddenly he called me, and that time was the only time he called me, after that, nno..


because i was too stupid on that time,


i sanggup wake up early in the morning, and call him, just to wake him up for subuh prayer,

when actually as my concern, he didn't



well, aku memang bodoh,, until now, i keep on trning my own heart,

crying for something i shouldn;t

worrying for something i shouldn't

i try to be concern about him,

but he misinterpret me as, 'the intruder, penganggu, disturbance in my life'

yup, that was too hasrh, but that was what happening, a few ours ago,

i cried, cried, but what i get? nothing