4:20 pm, 29 july 2015, rabu

HELLO READERS ! :D

Aku  geram betul, aku cerita lah, yang anak sebelah tu, dah ada kereta,

Dah kerja,

Masalahnya,

Boeh plak mak aku cakap.,

Ha, kau tengok tu long,

Jadi macam dia eh, jangn tengok je,

Yeah,

That’s word double meaning.

O, more thean two actually,

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BODOH, DAH JADI MAK ORANG, BILA STRESS LEPASKAN KEMARAHAN DEKAT ANAK

HELLO READERS ! :D

KEPADA EMAK,
aku tahu lah kau tu penat buat itu ini, ayah cuma tahu mengarah tu ini je,
tapi bila dah tiba mendidik anak, kau tu tahu nak marah je,

cuma cakap elok2,

kalau aku jadi mak,
amaran pertama, cakap elok2, biar dia dengar, kekadang tu tengah berckap dekat orang yang tengah fokus buat benda lain, memang tk guna.

amaran kedua,
kau nampak dia buat lagi kesalahan tu, kau marah la dia lagi.


kalau dia buat kali ketiga? tu aku tak tahu, kau doalah banyak2 anak kau dengar cakap kausatu hari nanti,

kadang2 tu, tak semua yang kita mintak dapat,

tak semua benda ikut peracangan kita,

aku paling geram tadi bila kau nak tegur dia buat salah tuuu, kau marah sambil tepuk2 belakang badan dia,

bodoh/!

kau pernah tengok badan anak kau tak hilang kesan sebab kau pukul dia kan?


aku pun dah naik hangin tengok pperangai kau,

bila penat, kau tunjuk ke main lagi,

bodoh,

kau ingat semua orang kat sini kerjanya nak faham perangai kau? perasaan kau?

bertindak ikut fikiran la beb, waras sikit, zikir banyak2,  jangan ikut nafsu kua je,

ni solat pun tak cukup.

hush, geram la aku,

bila orangv tua tua tak dapat nak tunjuk contoh yang baik dekat aku, aku senang  nak tunding jari dekat korang

lagi satu paper

HELLO READERS ! :D
ahamdulillah, tinggal satu je lagi, tapi yang satu tu la banyak dugaan, ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati aku ya Allah,

paper tadi? no komen,

kau rasa aku dah jawab dengan confident nya, rupanya aku jawab salah, kuikuikui


tak pe la,, past is past, let the gone be bygone.

hurm, aku takut la,

tak pe la  let's plan for the future.

satu je nak pesan

HELLO READERS ! :D

satu je aku nak pesan, dekat sesiapa yang tak pernah couple, tak payahla cari nahas, buang masa.

baik kau cari keredaan Allah,

bercinta lepas nikah, tu lah yang terbaik.

tapi kan, aku pun satu.
hurm, dahla, aku penat.

dia dah ada makwe, dia dah de girlfriend, someone special in his ife,

he keep on  telling me

' kau sellau menangis benda yang tak sepatutnya, kau selalu membebel,

kau tu berperangai macam budak2 cubala kau pikir matang,


hurm.... i cannot accept this anymore,

his advice, his words,  all making me worst person ever
he also said,
pakaian macam orang tua


hurm, yup, he indeed, acttually complaining about my attire,

aku takde pakaian lain, aku ada apa yang mampu je, kalau duit aku banyak, dah lama aku beli itu ini, hurm

hari ni aku dikecewakan

HELLO READERS ! :D
bunyi macam eleh, drama je lebih,
tapi, tu la hakikatnya yang berlaku,
perempuan ni emosi je lebih, sampai satu tahap dia takkan boleh pikir mana satu baik buruk,

ya, dan itulah yang terjadi dekat aku.

that guy wasn't answering my calls, dozens of calls acually, my sms,
my whatsapp,

but why?

and h explained that, inee my own time,

but till one day,

the day when you were not working?

then i asked him why,

he said, adalah, takkan semua benda nak bagitahu,]hurm, yet,


look, he still likes to be secretive to me,

then i reflects myself again.,
why should i tell him everything when he doesn't feel that?
it's because that you, fel happy when you're doing that, but actually you're not,


i remember the day when there was one night, i am sitting on my study table,

suddenly he called me, and that time was the only time he called me, after that, nno..


because i was too stupid on that time,


i sanggup wake up early in the morning, and call him, just to wake him up for subuh prayer,

when actually as my concern, he didn't



well, aku memang bodoh,, until now, i keep on trning my own heart,

crying for something i shouldn;t

worrying for something i shouldn't

i try to be concern about him,

but he misinterpret me as, 'the intruder, penganggu, disturbance in my life'

yup, that was too hasrh, but that was what happening, a few ours ago,

i cried, cried, but what i get? nothing