RASA MACAM 'STRANGER'

dear diary,
moody today
k fine, i'm always moody. whatever it is, just to inform about my krol condition, i really terasa dgn dia, tak tahu kenapa. ialah, i thought that he really need my attention, but actually, he didn't want. all he need was, her AISYAH, AND MOM, not ME,

so sad, knowing that it is  not you he need, after all you had done your best. hmm, i tend to avoid myself from the people i don't really like, don't know why,. hmm
it is not that i don't like hi/her, it is just that, why i have to feel sad, to stand on there, if your heart always touching? if he or she doesn't really makes you happy?
why need to sacrifice your feelings? when you had the chance to avoid it?
why need to be sad, when you have chance to be happy? hm

am i that tooo touching huh?
i don't know, but to relief myself., just ignore it,
why push yourself to think about what you hate,
when you had chance to think about what you happy? hmm