final exam is just around the corner!!!

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yeah, dah lama tak update ni.
busy katanya, hahaha
 pdahal busy mengganggu orang

well, aku ni staker apa semua ea,

belajar? xde mood terus,

haish sabar jela :::nih

genexter

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genexter 2014 berlaku weekend yang lalu. aku join untuk hari sabtu dn ahad.
sumpah. aku tak tahu nak komen apa event ni.
1- forum genexter.
time ni, aku kagu giler dgn panel2 finalis semasa forum ni,
semua hebat beaka- pemimpin la katakn,

tajuk forum- 'menteri tanya, belia jawab', memang menggerunkan, aku lagila, dahla tak boleh jawab secara spontan,

hurm, pengjrn aku dpt drpd forum ni,
1- tak semestinya benda yang kita belajar dalam universiti, akan sama dengan apa yang kita kerja nnti, kena bersaing, pandai cari peluang pekerjaan.

2- biasiswa, bersukur sebab aku dapat belajar dalam IPTA yang mana yuran pengajiannya amatla murah jika dibandngkan dengan universiti swasta, bayangkan, ada orang melutut, mintak PTPTN dia dapat pinjaman [enuh, sebab kalau tidak, dia tak dapat masuk degree.

susah beb, bila cakap pasal kewangan ni,
so, kepada peminjam PTPN>>silalah bayar hutang anda dengan secepat mungkin.

sampai ada yang berkata..

'i hate bn, but i love kj'

wow, so outspoken, cofident.

sampaikan ada satu tahap, bil seorang finalis tu nak menjawab soalan dia, dan dia tak puas hati, dia tuduh ' i dont understand why u want to wok as governer'
wow, serious, dia memang mencabar integriti semua orang waktu tu.

stalker

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Siti Nurasyilaa Yusuff
Rozilawatie Watie
Rozy Izzy
Sharifah Rozzyana

nama2 fcebook diatas. elah berjaya aku blok, sebab, aku tak tahan dengn fitnah yang menimpa pasal aku,
cukupl, saya tak ingin berkeluarga dengan orang macam ni,
sya tak ingin berkawan dengan orng macam ni, please la

cerita bengong

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hurm, jaam  menunjukkan pukul  12.20 maalam.
eh, dorng dok bising2 psl piala malaysia, apa keputusan die ek? siap ada bunga api lgi,
meh kita tengok,

ok, xde bising ape2 pun, pdahal pkcik dh gerak nak pegi sana

hurm, ttarikh perlawanan 1/11/2014, memangla dah asuk, tapi kenapa tak keluar lagi keputusan?

bengong. baru je pagi. perlawanna mlm nnti,

kalo mlm td baru 31/10/14
hurm

prepare

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things to bring home
lappies
panties
hw
books
bags

cuti raya aji

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saya nak balik
 want to go home

saya sedih
 sad because i am feel like no one loves me.

hurm, is that really?

induction day?

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what is induction day?
uitm puncak alam pharmacy students should know this!

kalau tak korang duduk ceruk mana aku tak tahu la.

apa pun,

induction day ni ala2, orientation day  for the sem 1 students,

so, you better join rather than live in your own place, huh.

tolongla jangan jadi pemalas nak sertai apa2 program dah diaturkan untuk korang,

21 september, see me at gamelan carma k?
watch out juniors,
hhhhhahaha

new semester

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cant believe i am in third semester right now,
thanks to Allah, for giving me the opportunity,
hurm, dunno

i am just,
i x tdo, seriesly?
why?

takut, new semester, new senior,

young senior

lecture start,

hurm

GAMBAR BUKTI - NAK TEMPAH? JOM LA

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perkara yang perlu dan tidak perlu dalam sesuatu perhubungan

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perlu
1. percaya
2. jujur
3. setia
4.benda yang bermanfaat
5.kalau ada masalah, selesai elok2,

tidak perlu
1. mudah melenting
2. cerita semua benda dekat orang
3. jangan mudah percaya orang sekeliling, percaya kepada dia
4. tapi tak boleh jugak, kena selidik dulu

#kalau dah rasa kurang kasih sayang sangat tu, pike leklok,

nyesal aku pernah kapel, sebelum kahwin, baik ko kawan rapat je, takpayah bf gf ni, nyusahkan.

bayangkan, kita penat membazir duit untuk dia, last2 kita kahwin dengan orang lain,
tak rasa membazir ke?

ini pendapat saya sahaja

pikir la mana baik mana buruk

MENERIMA TEMPAHAN BAJU KURUNG DAN LANGSIR

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BISNES BISNES $$

KEPADA SESIAPA YANG INGIN MENEMPAH SESEORANG UNTUK MENJAHIT BAJU KURUNG, LANGSIR

SAYA MENAWARKAN KHIDMAT ITU

KAWASAN : TAMAN SRI SAUJANA, KOTA TINGGI, JOHOR

EMEL: cuteschool.gurlz@gmail.com


HARGA BOLEH BINCANG ,

GERENTI SIAP ON TIME :D

sedih

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harini aku sedih, semuanya sebab ikut nafsu, bukan akal,

aku berjalan kaki sambil menangis dengan kuatnya

aku tak hirau pun orang keliling

lepas tu dia cakap dekat aku, macam2, aku akan ingat bebila

"saya jumpa awak aritu sebab nak awak lupakan saya pelan2 :'(

awak suka mendesak, paksa orang

awak tak nampak ke beza diri awak dengan dia tu apa?

hurm :'(

saya ni x sepadan dengan awak, nanti awak boleh beli kereta mahal2.

"susahla cakap dengan awak ni,,

x faham betul aku dengan kau ni :'(

x boleh ke kalau aku ckp tu kau jawab ye, ? ok? aq faham?

ni ada je bla bla tipu la ape la,

kau suka paksa aku kol la, mcg la,


kau xde dkt tmpt aq :'(

jangan risau nnt kau keluar dah kerja, ramai lagi laki yang lagi hensem nakkan kau


--tapi kalau aku x jadi macam apa yang aku mintak macam mana>?





lepas  tu, byk lg   la, die ckp, aq x   igt, lg prot klo aq trus trusan mcm ni

sedih lagi

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aku tak tahu kenapa, sejak aku kenal dia, aku selalu sebak, tengah makan steambot dgn kwn pun, my tears burst suddenly, he even didn't think about my feelings,

after all, ia m nobody to him, he has got replacement of me,

i was being dumb,

by a spm leavers, worker only, like hi,m

why? why i trust hhim?

bila cinta kita kepad manusia itu lebih daripada cinta kepada tuhan, mungkin inilah yang terjadi,

bila kita selalu mengingati dia lebih daripada tuhan,

mungkin ini yang aku patut terima,

sabarlah hati, Allah ada rancangan yang lebih baik untuk kau, hari ini hari kau, kita tak tahu hari seterusnya nanti mcm mana

mungkin, nobody will read my blog, its ok,

you dont have to be sad for thing you shouldn't there are lots reason for you to be happy, so, why choose sadness?


at the same time, i worried about my result exam, 2 days more, i am not expecting 4 flat,

but, please, jangan ada yang gagal, jangan la menurun, aku takut

aku taknak jdi mcm haritu, bgn je n thats it, emel from uitm


mixed feellings, dunno wat to  do

CHAPTER 4

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aizul, hmmm. dia lah yang aku minat,
sebab aku rasa dia menarik.

budaknya muda  lagi, konpem la awek keliling pinggang dia tu

abg m pernah berkata "u, ati2 dgn aizul ni, dia buaya"

owh, aku hanya menganggap ia nya gurauan belaka.

namun, aku tak sangka, kata-kata tu lah yang akan menjadi kenyataan.

AIZUL ZIN PILIH SITI NURASYEELA YUSUFF

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23 julai 2014

bulan puasa, arini aku sdeh sgt,

smlm dr petang, dia x balas mcg aku,

lpas tu aku igt dia akan ok 'lepas jaga kedai'

rupanya tak, dia tak jaga kedai,

patutla sheela kol lama malam tu,

aku igt aku ada chance nak kol die, tapi die x angkt, xde mood katanye,

xpe, aku degil, aku kol jgak smpai 145 pgi,

aku tak taw knapa aq wat mcm tu,

pagi, aku bangun sahur, mak kejut, lepas sahur, aku try kol dia, die xnk angkt,

trtdo katanye, xpla, aku akn kol balik, aku nntok..

10 lbih aq kol, die angkt, kje katanye, lama la jgak die bagi aku boraj,

lepas tu,,, die trus off fon, die x angkt, mcg pun x balas, knapa??

smlm diorg gaduh sbb aq ke?

waktu kritikal, 5 lbih, diorg sllu g kdai sama,

g bazar katanya. sheela kata die minx putus,

tpi sheela kata, " aizul sygkn aq lgi, aq nk minx nombor die x bagi"

ancur ati aq, apa kurang aq dgn die?

"dia dh dpt prmpuan lg cntik dr ko"

"dh tu awek die, sbb tu die angkt"

tu kata org, tpi knapa aq buta lg?

CHAPTER 3

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dia seorang yang baik,.
bos aku baik orangnye, tapi aku tak sedar, ad orang yang tak suka dengan abg m, kenapa?

hmm, rupenye, ada konflik di sebalik pe yg berlaku, anak buah dia buat hal,

hurm, apa nak cakap ye? aku ni dah la first time keje, so, benda2 baru mcm ni, mmg aku terkejut la sebenanye

and the best part is, aku jumpe orang ensem kat situ,
huhu, syoknye, ni yg bersemangat aku nak g keje ni, haha

nama dia, mohd aizul mohd zin,
umur? 14 julai 1991 lahirnye,
 die dah de kete wewh, umur muda mcm tu, kaya ke dia ni?
hurmmm

MH17

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it's a tragic year for Malaysia, hurm.
tak taw nak ckp pe,
aku cuma,. hurm.
terkejut, marah, sedih, bercampur baur.

sudah takdir, pesawat tu nak lalu situ time tu.
penembak pun satu, selidik dulu, jgn maen tembak jek

humans are not perfect, people do make mistake.
admit it

hmm, terbakar mcm tu je,.
no one survive

the one who behind this should be punish!

sdeh la weh, dah la nak raya,

novel dan drama

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dah jadi trend,
hero- laki kaya,
heroin- tak kisah kaya ke miskin.

apa yang pengarah dan penulis nak tunjukkan sebenarnya?
hanya duit sahaja yang mampu bina cinta bahagia?
aku tak faham, cinta?
aku pernah ke bercinta?
aku tak tahu nak cakap apa yang aku lalui ni,
the first love, didnt successful
i thought that he will be the one and only in my life,
but yet, i forgot one thing- people change, their hearts, their minat.

i live like i'm the only one exist, but i forgot, he is human, he did make a mistake, and still doing it,

humans are not perfect, admit it,

you cannot expect things to behave  in what you're expecting.

keluar kau ayat english aku, time belajo dulu tak reti nak tullis karangan bebanyak

so. moral of the story, does money matter to confirm a happy family?relationship?

chapter 2

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aku datang pagi, mak hantar, dengan pakaian yang dia minta. seb baek ada tshirt putih time sekolah dulu.
ni dah macam nak  pergi bersukan, seluar je trek, kasut bukan sport shoes la

ok, masuk ikut belakang, pagi2 kedai tu mana buka lagi,. hmm, kosong, hr tu ada la, cantik betul orangnye, kalau la aku boleh cantik macam dia, huwaa

ok, bukan aku sorg je budak baru dkt ctu, ad 2 lagi sebenanye, sorg akak , lgi sorg dak laki, sebaya aku,

huh, apa lagi, borak2 la aku,
akak tu lulusan jurusan bahasa, dkt sebuah univ terkenal, dia baru habis belajar,

aku plak? baru je spm kot, hmm, kalaulah aku dah habis degree macam dia jugak, hurm

ok, aku dapat department leisure, akak tu, roti,
fine. kitorg tak sama department, yg pnting, leh jumpa, huhu,.
whatever it is, aku bernasib baik sebab jumpa ketua tu, abg m, tinggi orangnye, dh kahwin. tp umur>? entahla. huhu

chapter 1

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lelaki, hmm, sebelum ni elok je aku takde kapel bagai. yalah, budak zaman sekarang kan suka kapel, nak2 yng sek menengah tu ha. entah2 sek rendah pun dah ada.

hmm, nak taw, aku sek prmpuan semua dulu, ok jer, nak dekat dengan lelaki, malu kot,
sek asrama penuh mmg strict,

tapi bila kebebasan yg kuterima, selepas tamat spm tu, ubah 360 darjah hidup aku..

4 disember,
mak, nak cari kerja lah,' hm,, orang lepas spsm sibuk nak enjoy, aku, seminggu pun tak sampai lagi, dah sibuk cari kerja. mujur, ada giant dekat situ, bolehla kerja cashier ke, at least.
.. orang pergi sibuk nak shopping barang, aku sibuk nak kerja,

' adik isi dulu borang ni, lepas tu nanti ada kol, tengoklah macm mana'

3 hari kemudian

kali ni aku masuk ikut pintu belakang- pintu utama bagi pekerja, tapi tidak untuk pelanggan,
 ada pengawal di situ,-mestilah kena ada kalau tak dah kena rompak.
hr- human resource- entah apa la kerjanya kena uruskan aku ni.
'kita tak de kekosongan untuk cashier, tapi kita ada kosong untuk sales assistant
adik nak tak?'
 hmm..' bolehlah jugak'
lagipun aku memang nak duit, hoho, mata duitan betul.
ok kalo mcm tu, pakai baju putih, tudung hitam, lusa dah boleh kerja.
wow, sepantas itu?
harap2 aku boleh kerja dengan elok dekat sini, hmm

siti nurasyilaa yusuff and mohd aizul mohd zin

nak kenal diorang?

cari ler kt fb tu ha, hoho

apa pun,

these two people affect me the most,

huwaa

DEGREE PHARMACY UITM PUNCAK ALAM

to candidate degree farmasi 2014 ni, result aku rasa tak keluar lagi, tapi apapun,,

fikir elok2 nak ambik this course.
first, buatla macam biasa preparation, things to buy, things to pay
what else? hurmm,
yang penting, uitm dah tanggung byk yuran dekat sini. murah dah tu weh.
kolej?
jangan risau, baru2 belaka, mcm sndiri kot.
kalau yang terlebih mewah tu, mungkin yang ni low standard jerk rasanye.
makan?
makanan kat sini la paling murah weh, mana nak dapat chicken chop rm5.

belajar? hurm,, bab ni aku rasa k.o. sikit.
i am not among the 3.5 pointer above,
haritu sem 1 pun, 3.02 sahaja, syukurlah sebb above 3.0, but,
itu tahap bahaya, i have to improve myself,

cara belajar spm, asasi, matrik, ta sama dengan degree,
degree banya aplikasi, you have to apply, not simply accept the information,
ada lecturer suka tanya, why this statement is like this and like that?
which sometimes drag the class, because, my style, i only accept the fact, because it facts you know, no one can deny it,
but here, at university level, things really differ

you have try to adapt, pandai2 la sesuaikan diri tu ye

hmm, i amm tired of, thinking, why i took this course?
just because it was on the list of my application during UPU?
and just because of the fate?

things here work as, how it works, why and why?
you have to think babe. what is the use of your precious brain,
if you didn't use it.

sometimes i think i am like the einstein, the recent scientist, who think everty simple things, deeper and deeper,

but as far i can see, the deeper you think, the cleverer you are?

huh, is it really?

home already

dear diary,
me, with mum and bro
dad-MIA
sis-kelate
next-what u doing here?- relaxed
for how long? -dunno
hmmm
its ramadan right?

dear diary,

http://www.syazanazura.com/2014/06/giveaway-ramadan-2014-by-silent.html



http://www.syazanazura.com/2014/06/giveaway-ramadan-2014-by-silent.html

1 RAMADAN, 2014

tak tahu nak cakap, rasa sekejap masa itu berlalu,

banyak benda dah jadi dekat aku.

but, adakah aku berubah?

refleksi diri,, hmmm

no boyfriend (tak pernah anggap dia macam bf pun.-huh)

takkan la kau tak boleh hidup?

dia penipu, mungkin dia bukan lelaki terbaik untuk kau,

belum tentu kau bahagia kalau kahwin dengan dia.

no- bukan kahwin yang aku nak,

maybe- desperate for, a close friend-guy

takpe, ikhlaskan hatiku.

hidup ni sementara, buat apa yang diperintah, jauhi apa yang dilarang,

tu je la- 

see- bukan aku sorg je rasa mcm tu

copy image google- mintak maaf

kenapa?

dear diary,
aku tak tahu kenapa aku kejar dia, aku tak tahu kenapa aku kena terhegeh-hegeh lagi.,
aku tak tahu kenapa aku buta, aku tak tahu kenapa aku tak boleh pikir,
kenapa aku macam ni?
mana hilangnya budak asrama penuh, budak straight a's's budak 4 flat?
semua tu cuma pinjaman Allah je, aku je yang tak bersyukur, aku je yang bongkak,
aku je yang tak fikir, aku ikut nafsu je,
jangan sebab seorang lelaki, masa depan aku musnah,
memang tak patut aku cuba rapayt dengan mana2 laki ,
tak cukup lagi ke keluarga yang Allah dah bagi dekat kau sekarang?
tak cukup lagi ke masalah, yang kau tak cuba nak pikir dekat rumah tu?
tak cukup lagi ke, dengan keputusan periksa kau yang suam2 kuku je?
tak cukuplagi ke, ?

kenapa suka sesakkan pikiran dengan benda yang tak sepatutnya?

kaudatnag jauh2 nak belajar, mak bapak hantar suruh belajar, bukan buang masa, buang duit,
kalau nak kahwin sangat, baik x payah belajar jauh2.
kau pikir pasal diri kau je selama ni.
habis keluarga kau?

hmm, how selfish i am, being thinking, selfcentered,
aku tak sempat lagi jadi anak paling baik, nak berbakti dekat mak ayah pun kau tak tunaikan lagi,
kenapa sibuk nak jadi kekasih paling setia?

kenapa tak cuba nak setia, nak kukuhkan rasa sayang dekat DIA?

pemberi nyawa, pemberi rezeki, ?
kenapa kau tak pikir?

hmm,,
aaku penat dengan semua n, tolonglah, jangan pikir kenangan silam tu lagi,

bergerak ke hadapan, kenapa nak kena rasa lagi benda orang dah tingglkan?

beli ubat dengan selamat

dear diary,
sebagai pelajar farmasi, aku kena lah sebarkan benda yang aku tahu pasal ubat ni, firstly, laman web ini
http://portal.bpfk.gov.my/index.cfm

apa yang bagusnya laman web ni?
bukak dulu baru komen, haha, k bye

25 APRIL 2014

hmm, nothing happen, just that, go to class, relief that i manage to wake up with His izin, if not, i could laying on the bed, unconciously.

Jumaat, the cjief, the mulia among other days.

first class epidemiology, with prof Teh, she was Chinese and she is a Muslim, her chinese accent did not nampak la, when speaking in Malay languange, which I wonder why and how , haha

and then a question not, many questions actually,

 is she married? did she has a child? haha, i don't know why i am thinking of these, although i should think of sth related to the study actually, esp during the lecture, haha, maybe my mind was very tired of thinking, paying attention during the class.

then, we move on to the pharmaceutics class with dr noor hayati, wow, she was the first batch of Pharmacy uitm students. 

want to know what?, she was among the lecturers I admire because, she would explain all the things we didnt know, from a-z, and she will explain till things get cleared to us, no matter how many hours it takes,

hu, next, row. recipe of women

hmm, i know, this program was the only one existed in uitm puncak alam, i dont know how about other universities, but no matter what, i love this programme

what the benefit are, first, it help to improve my spiritual, the inside, which i am lacking.

one should seek guidance when he or she feel lost,

yes, i am lost actually, sometimes we might always think that we are on the right track, but we didnt realise that we actually are away from the track, hmm, that is dangerous.

why lost? hmm, because of a boy,

i am n=know regretting the past, which is useless, its too late, but still worth to take action now,what he did to me, not important, but the important part is how i cope with the problems, challenge .

hmm, next, a statement from the speaker, make me think of many times,

for those who are in love, cepat2 la kahwin, if not, broke up, putus lah, berpisahlah kerana Allah, kerana kalau awak nak cari jodoh yang baik, insyaAllah dimakbulkan, dan KALAU LELAKI TU SETIA, DIA AKAN CARI AWAK NANTI,

hmm, x payah tunggu nanti, dia dah cari yang lain pun, without i Am aware, its hurt to be dumped, but what is passed, is the past isnt it> hmm

ok, then, i hate to tell stories that make me sad, its not fun ok.

n after zuhur, we go to bank islam, completing for the mgt assignent. type og is, hmmm,

seems that the banker had to much to talk, in slow, well pattern, hmm, maybe he hasn't met ppl for years, so many issues, things, to talk, haha

16 APRIL 2014

dear diary,
ok,yesterday i got a shocking news revealed by myself, he was buying all the things needed for his business, then go to bank, then i called him many times, he didn't answer, and actually he was with sheela, kemaskan all the  things, the problem is that, why he choose that place? dekat dengan rumah dia?
hmm, and after all he did to me, why am i still bother about him? are crazy or what ? hmmm

semua ini hanya menyakitkan hati kau saja, dia tak sayang kau lagi, kenapa kau harus terhegeh minta kasih sayang lelaki tu? kau tak malu ke? kau tak sedar ke kau tak layak dengan dia? kau tahu tak?

kenapa aku ni tak faham2?

aizul zin

dear diary,
i just want to say, on this date, aizul mohd zin, norasheela yusuf yang ounya or, norasheela yusuf aizul zin yang punye? hmmm, aku tak tahu la nak cakap ape, aku ni,

pesanan untuk perempuan baru putus cinta

dear diary,
aku takde benda nak pos pasal benda ni, aku cuma nak mintak pndapat kowg apa aku perlu buat, hmm, seriouslyi am lost
dah lebih sebukan kot, entah la aku seorang je sibuk kejar bayang dia, tolong aku please

clashed

dear diary,
ok, things might being bored if you have been dumped by that guy. i also tired, sick of all this drama,
the question is, why he never be sincere to me., taht he had already found a new one, and had bored with me? why he isn't being fair to me?
why i must know this from that girl? not from yourself? huh?
why are you so coward to admit that you no longer love me? why?
why are you keeping and let me sad by my own way? huh? why?
why am i had to suffer like this because of you?
hmm, aku penatla,
kenapa lepas 2 tahun baru kau buat macam ni dekat aku?
kenapa tak bagi taw aku yang kau nak test je aku ni?
hah?
pengecut, kenapa perempuan tu yang kena bertindak dulu?
she was the first who approached me, pretend want to kenal-kenalan but actually you alredy know me huh?
hmm,
aku penatla, sakit hati aku bila nampak perempuan tu guna profile picture dia, and cover page is you.
hum.
why you never to console? what is console mean actually ha?
hmm,,
dah, aku penat

MH 370

dear diary,
DAY after day, and yet the news of heartbreaking, sorrowful, suasana came to Malaysiaa, we did not expect things to be like this,
 sincerely i am expressing, this is my very first time to be in a situation, Malaysia had a bad incident, involving the other countries, and that the worst part,
so, what i want to say is, things had happened, and the mystery was yet tidak dapat didedahkan lagi,
many are speculating about this and that, making their own theories it had been like this and that,
hmm, i don't know what to do, speechless i think,
as a muslim, I always related this to our Creator, Allah, He always know what is going on, what had happened, what is going to happen, so, our effort now is that, maximise your prayers, never lose hope ok,

easy to say than to face it on your own huh? hmm, always be patient, there must be a lots of reason why that happening,
but the question is, why must Malaysia? why?
hmm,, many lives were involved in that plane,.
although i never went anywhere by plane, and i am like trauma already, never be closer to the nplane, but accident by the bus can happen anywhere right?
hmm, malang tak berbau,
aku tak tahu nak tulis apa lagi, banyakkan bersabar wahai keluarga mangsa,
ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian ini.

semester 1 result

dear diary,
hmm, nothing i could say, 3.12
 enough is it? feeling grateful. at least above 3.00
ok, so, i have to target for the best.,next semester
 i don't know what is wrong with the long three study weeks past
but whatever it is, i banyak ain2. i know
i take things lightly
hope that there will be the next trial
hope that oh kkeyh, this is just your first time, it's ok
if many ok s in my life and i still not moving on
huh, i'm dead
not improve. but become worst
oh no,
so, many plans in my head, it's just my instinct to do or not to do,
so mimi!! let's do it!

ok this is for the first time in malaysia ok, national conference on pharmacy practice

Malaysian Pharmaceutical Society

dear diary,

happy birthday noor aziedah jamil!

haha, i don't know her birthday yang ke berapa. but what really matter is, she dah terlalu tua untuk muda, haha..joking ok

hmm, my opinion about her is that, she is a strong person, always think positive, doing the best as she can.

go on with her life happily, no matter what happens, she will up to date with my perkembangan.

she is my cousin, but i think i had anggap dia as my sister, huhu, since i  don't have a sister then

RASA MACAM 'STRANGER'

dear diary,
moody today
k fine, i'm always moody. whatever it is, just to inform about my krol condition, i really terasa dgn dia, tak tahu kenapa. ialah, i thought that he really need my attention, but actually, he didn't want. all he need was, her AISYAH, AND MOM, not ME,

so sad, knowing that it is  not you he need, after all you had done your best. hmm, i tend to avoid myself from the people i don't really like, don't know why,. hmm
it is not that i don't like hi/her, it is just that, why i have to feel sad, to stand on there, if your heart always touching? if he or she doesn't really makes you happy?
why need to sacrifice your feelings? when you had the chance to avoid it?
why need to be sad, when you have chance to be happy? hm

am i that tooo touching huh?
i don't know, but to relief myself., just ignore it,
why push yourself to think about what you hate,
when you had chance to think about what you happy? hmm

PLKN

dear diary,
bukan aku yang PLKN, tapi adik aku, haha,.. mungkin aku tak alami apa yang dia alami, tapi sedikit sebanyak, bolehlah nak cerita sikit..
firstly, dia kata, jadual sana padat,. tido pukul 12, bangun kol 6.. standardla tu,.. kalau budak rajin study dekat sekolah universiti pun, dorang takkan tido awal, dan terpaksa bangun awal,. sebab kelas . jadi, nak taknak, pengurusan masa itu penting.

kedua, dia kata ada budak perempuan mengaku tak reti solat. tertangkap bila ada 'spot check' budak uzur ke tidak,. kantoi apabila, dia tak uzur, so, dia tak solat, sebab tak tahu..
nampak sangat la kan, budak 17 atau 18 tahun ni, yang dikatakan dah besar sangat, sebenarnya tak dapat berfikir dengan waras, kalau dah tahu tak reti solat? kenapa tak solat? dan budak tu pula, guna alasan tak terbuka pintu hati lagi, come on la...  budak tu, budak KL,.. nak taw tak, saya rasa, budak ni mest sosial sangat, mak ayah pun tak kisah anak dia solat ke tak, hmm, ni mesti tak pernah pergi sekolah asrama,. kalau dah belajar hidup sendiri, macam dekat asrama tu, mungkin dia takkan jadi macam tu, agaknya kewajipan solat 5 waktu tu, dia tak tahu, salah satu rukun wajib islam, hmm
islam zaan sekarang, serius, aku takut.

ketiga,
habis masa dekat makan je, ntahla, aku tak faham sangat apa maksud adik aku ni, makan 6 kali sehari katanya, ialah, tenaga kena banyak nak buat aktiviti macam tu.

keempat,. hmm tak boleh pegang fon selalu,.. huhu, memang la,.. kena tersekat macam ni, orang plkn esti taknak cerita buruk2 atau pun cerita yang menyusahkan hati mak bapak dari tersebar, kalau tak nanti, ada yang nak balik la,. apa la.

keseluruhannya, benda ni semua tak jadi PELIK, kalau budak ni dah masuk SBP, haha..
boleh ke gitu? budak PLKN, nasihat aku, jaga diri leklok, jangan cari pasal
dengar arahan, dan,.. jangan bertindak ikut perasaan
 cewah, budak takde pengalaman ni sibuk berbicara, huu, apa pun..

GOOD LUCK PLKN, walaupun ada yang tak berapa suka benda ni,
aku yakin, PLKN tu la yang jadi kenangan terindah korg nnti

BORING

dear diary,
haila...what to do when you don't know what actually to do? ish, so dilemma babe, wanna know why? if don't want..leave this page immediately! haha
joking,...krikk krikk
whatever it is, i seriously don't know what to do rather than kacau owang, stalk the instagram, facebook, twitter and all that,.. game online fb. hish, life is meaningless if i was to be like that forever in my life you know. to some people, maybe there are some, like to live like that,
but in condition that you re are penniless, don't know where to go, just stay in the small house, doing the same thing, tv, books, oh, i had to read it again, because, nothing is gonna change
so, what is the point i am talking here huh?
hoho, ok, ignore it, enjoy my entry, want to change my background bloggy lovy dovey huhu

whatever, to you those reading, enjoy your life ok!


THANK YOU MR GOOGLE :D

end of semester 1

dear diary,
alhamdulillah, i manage to end this first semester as a pharmacist student. things seems very difficult when we face it for the first time, but as we grew older, actually the past is the simplest, as our lives were very challenging.
My prinsip, do obey the rules, don't make someone get upset because of you,
do your responsibilities, do not overreact.

this semester had thought me a lot, how i learn about my friends, the lecturers, seniors.
Life and learning, are the TWO words cannot be separate, if you wish to be a major in something, you must learn it first.
the knowledge is very wide, wider than the ocean is.
you know you have a problem, do not run from it, as it is only makes things worst.
you have to face it, no matter what happen.
if you see you are in such hopeless situation, do motivate yourself. don't simple think it is the end of your life.
you have your precious brain, thinking. brain is you to think. not to be damage.

1 JANUARY 2014

dear diary,
hello guys, haha, first post for the first day in 2014, sorry 2013, x byk i update u punye post, huuu,, so busyfor exam this still ongoing? btul ke grammar ni? hmm,, ok , bye,,huuu,

go farmasi uitm :D