ramadan 2012

to live in ramdan...i'm very grateful..at least there are some bless from Allah..for me to breathe till now..i'm just wondering,..to see a miracle happening in front of my eyes,...but the things went difficult..maybe now isn't the right time.okay,..i will wait it..

whatever it is,.hope that this ramdan will be better than the last year,..yeah..always think and act that today must be better than yesterday,.and tomorrow will be better than today

abang angkat

you know what?..i knew this guy waktu kat tempat kerja...almaklumlah,...lepas spmkan wa terus gi minta kerja kat giant tu..then i met this guy....hensem doh....dahlah rambut dia tu,..ada je style dia buatbila jumpa kat tempat keje..i don't know at first whether he  already had a girlfrined or not..-his phone always noisy with da message tone,..then,...who's that huh?
then...after a few days,..a few months,....he actually just a few days couple with this girl,..and that girl ismy friend,..my friend who worked at this one clothes shop.....hah...wa baru nak usha laki ni...dah diambil orang..nak wat mcm mana,..nasib badan..wa memang dah macam frust ah waktu dgr dorg couple tu..macam mana dorg baru je sehari dua kenal,..terus couple?..gila maju doh laki ni....ok...but da girl act. already had a bf..she said dat this guy only testing je...huwa..sanggup dia menduakan bf dia...ah...apapun..
after a few days.or months maybe,..i try to call him...he said dat he was sad...he had broke up with dat girl-my fren...i mmg  x pelik mendengarkan yg dorg break up...coz da reason itself was on dat girl!
huh...whatever it is...

one day...dis guy sms me...he said today was her ex-gf bufday.....huh?..so, what you expect me to tell huh?
so,..xnak ah kejam sgtkan..wa pun cakap ah...bunga bukan sekuntum...boleh cari lain...bla bla n etc
fine...first he say dat..leh x sms saya kalo time dia borink2..k...i said ok then,..no problem..
but on the next day...he said dat...didn't i disturbing you?..n i just admit it...YES!..wa pantang betul kalo ada orang nak sms aku xda keje nih...ntah apa2 dia tanya..dah makan ke belum...tgh wat pe?...isyh..bazir kredit aq je!,.fine..then..he said...can you be my adik angkat?...ok,..ni tetiba je dia minta sesuatu dari aq...rupa2nya...adik angkat,...fine..lama gak aq nak reply..aq just nak cuba jelah...aq pun terima ah..that guy x percaya!..haha..ok..then directly he asked me,..how many brother angkat  u have?..wait,..aq x pernah ada pun weh...napa tetiba tanya ni..wa pun repot ah kat rommate aq..she said..be careful..this guy is really possesive one!/...woa...patutlah....gf dia tinggalkan dia..dia memang suka menyibuk..wa terasa sesak nafas bila everyday..every hour...asyik sms wa je!!..helllo!!!i dgn family pun x serapat dgn you tau!..wa x suka ah mcm ni!!....yup...he's really menyibuk itu punya olang isyh!..but now,..
i'm just follow da flow!
what i can describe about him is..
1...dia ni memang cepat merajuk..cepat terasa..orang x cakap pun orang marah,..tapi dia cepat2 salahtafsirkan sesuatu benda..
2...dia ni memang x da keje..harap je muka ensem,..tapi bila couple..kejap je dah putus.
3...dia ni memang macam budak kecik!

rutin harianku

macam biasa budak pasum...kelas pukul  8  sampai pukul 5 petang.....so....sebelum nak pergi kelas pagi tu,..wa sempat ah dengar radio hotfm...selalu,..every pagi...plus dengan panggilan hangit vs tu..memang aku tak ketinggalan nak dengarlah kan...


tengah hari..pergh..satu jam je nak rehat makan tengah hari,..solat...the canteen wil be crowded untuk satu jam tu...taklah satu jam sangat pun ..untuk sebelum zohor,..dorang memang nak awal..takut terlajak nanti..
tak kisah ah orang nak kata aku ni kebulur ke apa..terkejar2 nak beli makanan,..but what the point is,.i hate to have a long queue in that crowded canteen...i hate waiting and crowded place..haha..semua benda aku nak benci..
 
ok...petang..pukul lima abis kelas...solat bagai..borak2 kosong sket..ketiduran plak aku..maklumlah,..seharian penat di kuliah..tutorial..lab..argh...i hate da lab,..esp. lab chem...memang nak gila..i don't know why,..but every time lab..physics or chemistry or biology... pergh...memang kitorg selau keluar lambat..the last grup keluar dari lab tu,..kitorg mmg kena macam ni ke?..argh.one thing i nak cakap dgn u, chemistry lab,..the demonstrator will take your technique marks....physics,...calculation error bagai macam nak gila korang kira...but i think..lama2.. you'll get used to it..
haha...a bit lega bila time posa ni xda lab,....yay!!!!!!!!
malam..wa selalu makan dekat kedai order,..kedai empunya pinggan warna hijau tu...sedap...banyak pula tu...memang kenyang abis ah korang makan..

ok..duit korang memang mostly abis...buat beli makanan ,..testpad...series der..beli testpad tebalnya punya lain kali before nak masuk pasum nih...and...prepaid topup.....so,..pandai2 ah urus kewangan sendiri ya..

laki yang aku selalu usha

budak ni aku kenal waktu mhs....dia ni boleh kira wa kenal waktu explorace punya aktiviti tu..bayangkan, budak2 lain punyalah tercungap2 nak berlari dari checkpoint sana ke checkpoint sini,...dia boleh jadi nun jauh di sana...(budak rmc lah katakan..)..
ok...wa xda ah suka macam mana sangat pun..cuma kebetulan je...
mhs kan seminggu je.....so,..bila nak jumpa dia tu,..kadang2 tu bolehlah juga terserempak dekat kantin kk12 tu...bukan senang ok nak jumpa orang yang kita nak jumpa tanpa persetujuan...fine..itu mungkin kebetulan je..hari berganti hari,..minggu berganti minggu...one day..
wa jumpa dia waktu kuliah di auditorium.....wait!apa,..dia dalam kelas budak  hayat?..bukan ke laki tu budak fizikal?...ok...and that guy sitting beside a woman/..ok..you got it?...i macam x percaya..tapi kena percaya bila benda tu dah terjadi for the next lectures....how he could temankan awek dia masa kelas yang sememangnya dia tak patut ada pun..kelas pagi tu dahlah start awal...sanggup dia datang kelas awak semata- mata nak temankan awek dia tuu?...aduihs..hancur luluh hatiku melihat mereka berdua..

sat...napa aku kena rasa macam ni plak?..iyalah..kan i dah usha dia buat sekian lamanya..tup tup...dia dah ada couple...and i know dat girl...the girl satu sel dengan aku....argh!!!!!dahlah dia budak johor,..sama dengan aku.....let compare and contrast persamaan ponpuan tu dengan aku..
1....both are from johor.
2....both are from the same sell.
3...both like the same boy...
4...both r hayat students..

k stop it...from now onwards, wa dah malas nak usha mana2 laki dah... buat dosa kering je aku ni..
niat nak datang ke pasum memang dah melencong jauh aku ni....and i decided to not have couple during study...till i be a doctor oficially....can i?

tak da ah sampai menangis aku tengok dorang dua tu

ujian waktu mhs

sapa yang x mandi lagi pagi tu,..dah mandi dah korang...

time mhs..ada satu test untuk uji korang punya english level...this test is important for da division of your tutorial group.....erm..and da test will be held at bangunan peperiksaan yang jauhnya lagi jauhd ari dtc...if u think dat dtc is jauh, bgnn periksa lagi jauh!...kitorang dah merasa dah....memang jauh..lus..on that morning, hujan selebat-;ebat hujan kitorg terpaksa tempuh untuk sit ofr the test...haha..basah kuyup dah belakang kira...walaupun payung pasum yang besarnya boleh muat dua orang tu korang guna,...your clothes masih basah....so,..talking about jalan jauh2 ni,...girls..x payahlah nak berangan pakai heels nak masuk pasum ni,.buat sakit kaki je,..you need a long walk and journey to the class...kalau you still nak guna,.go on...i'm just advising you...
..hujan oh hujan..mungkin  ni kenangan kami untuk pertama kali sampai ke bangunan peperiksaan..
and for your information,..i'm da V3..grup tutorial...

subjek...

huwa...3 main parts were divided in pasum..you can choose either..sains hayat,..sains fizikal, or alam bina...
i choose sains hayat...coz i really wanna be a doctor....sains fizikal.,..cam jurutera n etc...alam bina,..more to architecture and benda2 yang berkaitanlah...
and for your information,..my roommate is alam bina...budak sains hayat sebilik dengan alam bina..perasan..?
wa jeles beb...sebab napa?..jadual budak alam bina memang seriously berbeza dari hayat...hua..
dorang bolehla anak lepak selalu sebab jadual nat as packed as da hayat student....but the cont is..dak alam bina ada class ari sabtu...aigo;...
haha...hayat dengan fizikal...beza?...bdk hayat memang penuh dengan budak perempuan overall..dak laki...ciput je...statistic mengatakan yang sebenarnya jumlah lelaki di malaysia adalah lebih daripada perempuan...so,..kenapa bila di ipta.., statistic tak menunjukkan yang sebenarnya?...so,.where goes da guys?...fikir-fikirkan...
fizikal...kebanyakkannya dak laki yang conquer.....pompuan kurang minat sikit dekat course fizikal nih..

lecture...erm...boleh tahan...every point that the lecturer's said,..were the keywords for the exam...notes?.lecture baik,..dia akan print kan slide dia...kalau kureng sket,..you have to copy all da slides during the lecture...so that's why my notes cacing kerawit punya tulisan...(menyalin laju...lecture will not wait for you to finish da copy...pandai2 ah)

apa lagi?...erm..haha..satu cerita nak story nih...sat eh..next post ya..

overall

wah...sehari mhs...bole thn agi...wa x brapa nak familiar gi with da environment kat um...but after a few days...here are several memories dat i still remember...
1....lintas jalan cepat2 on the way gi dtc...2x lintas rasanya..
2...mostly event r at dtc....so,...penat berjalan...belakang kira dah...sebab nak kena cepat sampai dtc,..then terasa nyamannya air-cond dtc tu...
3....even there are about 20+ exschoolmate dapat situ,...i decided to move alone,..i mean not together with them,,...coz this is the time to make new friends!...
4.erm...many activities during mhs....da best part is...riadah with da pp...even kena bangun awal...by 6..have to be at da basketball court,...9awal le sgt...maklumlah...lepas cuti sek...sekian lamanya,..tetiba kena bangun awal..).....riadah memang best...
5....riadah bertambah best kalo korg buat xi shua shua.....hua...love dat song...salute ah sapa yg create da dance for dat songs,...mmg menghiburkan....
6......you'll be divided into sell...sell for activities grup such as explorace...mcm aq,...wa dapat sell H5...
7....there's a drama during our mhs,..but i think...x elok buka pekung di dada...let it be the memories of pasum..2012/2013..

my advices....whatever da PP asked you to do...you have to remember...mesti ada sebab napa dorg minta begitu..kalau x tahan., sabar jelah dalam hati ya...

wa malas nak citer satu satu pasal mhs ni,..x surprise ah kalau korang yang nak pasum ni dah tahu segala benda before benda tu terjadi..

for your information,....da intakes for my session was overloaded,...pasum x expect yang mendaftar adalah lebih daripada jangkaan,...so,..jgn terkejut if if i said dat there are female students HAVE to live in male's block due to not enough space in girl's block...not only that,..some of us had to live another college..means beside than kk12....so,..depa ni duduk skali dgn bdak degree ah..alahai,..ciannya mereka..

but this condition only occured for a few days...coz..there were some who left pasum for another scholarship..mara, jpa...etc...so, .that kekosongan had reduced the number of students...

talking seriously,....da girls were the majority yang masuk pasum ni...lebih nampak lagi kalo hang pi masuk hayat,...